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1,095 Days

1,095 Days

July 7th and I meet again, this time on the 3rd anniversary. 1,095 days of walking this earth without my husband, my kids without their father. It’s surreal having time pass and stand still at the same time. So much has happened man. Let me light this candle, pour some wine, play the saddest playlist…

Authors Note- 6:01 am

Authors Note- 6:01 am

I started journaling my thoughts about three months after Marquis passed. “6:01 am” was the first thing I ever wrote and Jesus, you can feel the desperation in how I wrote it. Literally drowning in emotions trying to make sense of what the hell just happened to my family. It’s been 19 months since that…

7/7/17 6:01 am

7/7/17 6:01 am

BOOM! This loud bang wakes me up mid-air as I hop out of bed, I turn the ceiling light on and notice Marty on the floor. I say “babe you ok?” panic doesn’t set in right away because Marty plays around a lot and the first thing that flashes in my mind is “this MF…